61. Second Chemo Session

And she walks into that room fully confident that Mommy knows what she’s doing, Mommy loves me, and I’m going to follow properly. That is the proper level of trust that a person should have in Hashem. I don’t know what this is going to lead to, there may be pain, there may be things that happen along the path that I’m not going to be pleased with, but I understand that Hashem is here, Hashem is guiding me, Hashem is leading me, and I follow dutifully because I know that Hashem is concerned for my betterment, I know that Hashem loves me. I walk with full confidence that Hashem is guiding me for my best, and therefore I walk with complete bitachon, trusting in my Creator.